Forever
By Iwan Dek (c) 2009
I died a thousand deaths, today, I died again. You left me, maybe without knowing.
I am wounded, mortally wounded. My heart has been cut in half and now I have to live like a broken human being.
Will I ever win you back? Will you ever love me the same ever again?
We where as one and now you are there and I am here, without you, without love.
I would fly to the moon for you and back.
You where my life, my heart, my soul. Will you ever be that again for me?
I love you, always will.
I can forgive you for every wrong you do, if only you keep me in your heart, and love me.
forever
Memories
By Iwan Dek
Memories to keep me alive,
Alive from this hellish dream,
Dream that we build of our world,
World in ruin and aches,
Aches from wich we made our past,
Past to dwell in and forget,
Forget what truly is important,
Important is only our momories,
Bloodstained love
Love is only pain, bloodshed and tears,
Misery, a knife in your heart,
Time and time again you have said,
Yes I will, yes I do,
Love you,
Time and time again you stand there,
Alone, no lights in the empty streets,
Rain, falling, covering up your tears,
Memories, bloodstains, feelings,
Wandering, roaming, empty streets again,
Promises made lost, ever to be found,
Again, and again you try, again,
Hope for love, Bloodstained Love?
No never no more, you tell yourself,
No never no more Bloodstained Love.
Your Art Of Emotion
By Iwan Dek(c)
Should I stop or,
Should I keep on going,
All those lines before me,
Where have I heard,
The words before,
Where have I seen,
It al before,
There is written so much,
There is written so little,
I have read it all,
Time and time we try,
Try to word new songs,
Songs riddles and stories
Does it lead to where,
Should I stop or,
Should I go on,
Another poem,
Another paper filed,
Why?
Because I can,
Because I want it.
What for?
For to put down
Put down what I cant say,
Write away my feeling
Are they all the same?
So many written,
All the same and yet,
Non are the same,
Should I go on
Crossroads
By Iwan Dek (c)
Strong on the outside,
Weak from the inside.
Tired from the live I lead,
Tired from the lies told.
Walking on the road to desolation,
Walking to the road to damnation.
Passing the crossroad to the living,
The road closed where I need to be.
Walking past the crossroad towards freedom.
Freedom.
Tired to be weak,
Tired to be strong.
Where will I be?
Where will I go?
The road I ever known.
Lonely I walk the night,
Lonely I walk the day.
Going ever onwards,
Leading a dreadful lie.
Live for others,
Live for how they steer.
Nevermore,
Nevermore.
I want to live my life alone,
Want to live my live i
Oath of the phoenix
By Iwan Dek
Oath, by the fire,
Hand in the flame I swear
Night sky, fire lit,
Eternal bird arises.
From aches to flame,
Power immortal,
Birth renewal.
Phoenix arises
Angel
By Iwan Dek
As an angel so high,
Soaring though the sky,
Beauty beyond compare,
More than anything out there.
Your beauty fills my being,
Your presence makes me tremble,
Tremble on my feet.
I dream every day and night,
I dream only of you,
Only wish I could be with you
Be with your side, by side.
Walking, between the heavens and the earth,
Floating, beyond time and space,
Drifting, in love.
For you are the one.
The one I see when I close my eyes,
The one I love with whole my heart,
The one I wish I could hold in my arms,
The one I wish I could tenderly kiss,
I wish I only would have at my side,
I wish you would see
Easy love?
By Iwan Dek
Love isnt easy,
It never is.
Yet it is the trouble I want to share,
To share with you,
I love you from the bottom of my heart,
I might be shy,
But my love is even pure,
I might be scared,
But I do love you,
To hold you close is what I want,
To kiss you lips is my dream,
To cal you mine is my hope.
I want to tell you every thing,
Especially that I love you.
Yet I am scared for you,
Scared of love.
I want to say that I love you,
I want to shout it from the highest top
I want to share the world with you
Al I want to be is yours,
You love and heart
Your only one.
I don't know what to say by Yoru-no-ookami, literature
Literature
I don't know what to say
I dont know what to say
By Iwan Dek
I simply dont know what to say, except for I love you.
Every word I know of love I have written, to you,
I simply dont know what to do now,
What would you do, what would you say?
When I say I love you, Im in love with you,
That youre the one and only for me,
Can you tell me what to do?
Im a to scared wolf,
But as the wolves, my love is pure,
And like the wolves, Im faithful.
For as love should be pure and faithful.
Can you love this lone wolf?
Can you hold me close in your heart?
Can we be as one, no mater where we are?
Youre as the moon that g
Forever
By Iwan Dek (c) 2009
I died a thousand deaths, today, I died again. You left me, maybe without knowing.
I am wounded, mortally wounded. My heart has been cut in half and now I have to live like a broken human being.
Will I ever win you back? Will you ever love me the same ever again?
We where as one and now you are there and I am here, without you, without love.
I would fly to the moon for you and back.
You where my life, my heart, my soul. Will you ever be that again for me?
I love you, always will.
I can forgive you for every wrong you do, if only you keep me in your heart, and love me.
forever
Memories
By Iwan Dek
Memories to keep me alive,
Alive from this hellish dream,
Dream that we build of our world,
World in ruin and aches,
Aches from wich we made our past,
Past to dwell in and forget,
Forget what truly is important,
Important is only our momories,
The wolf's pack
By Iwan Dek
When the ravenous she-wolf crosses your path,
you better run and not hide,
because the scent of your flesh and blood lingers through the night.
She keeps hunting you for her young,
for your flesh to eat and blood to drink,
when you think you escaped,
don't worry you've not,
the pack is all around you,
set as a trap,
no escape to find you stop and wait for your destiny to come.
All glooming eyes enclosing,
you know the end is near,
Your final hour has come and time is running out,
seconds are like minutes while minutes are like seconds.
The wolves are now in your sight,
as the she-wolf gives you the
The last gatekeeper
By Iwan Dek
As I rise to be risen, out of my eternal prison,
Its fear that stalks through the night.
As the ethereal tomb opens,
Its I that wanders through the night.
With the mortals in my sight,
I engage my final fight.
Dawn brakes, shadow shatters.
I lived my final hour,
As my time comes to an end,
I embrace the sun and moon.
All darkness shivers to the deepest shadows,
And I'm no longer more,
As a memory to fade
Darkness
By Iwan Dek
When darkness comes
You cannot run you cannot hide
It will gain on you on every tide.
Darkness knows where to come
Darkness knows where to find
So try to run and try to hide
Darkness follows you into the night.
When darkness comes when darkness goes
Someone dies someone knows
Darkness runs darkness hides
Darkness gets you at any price.
Darkness gets darkness finds
Darkness wins darkness lose
Darkness lives darkness dies.
You try to run and try to hide
Darkness gets darkness finds
You do not live you do not die
Darkness passes you by.
You stop you rest
You turn you run
You stop you freeze
You see y
The Reapers
By Iwan Dek
The sounds of silence are there for you to hear
Like the wolf's howl in the night it creeps your fear
Like the beasts in the forest
You know the end is near
They are coming through the night without a sound
When they are there you cannot run you cannot hide
Because they know where to come and where to find
When they have you in their grasp
The silence will sound it harsh
All the green turns to black
All the trees whither and die
And like you they are dead
The Netherworld
By Iwan Dek
Run into the forest my little child and hide there in vain.
They know you are there,
When you move they see, when you stop they hear, when you think they know,
They are behind every tree and in every bush to find,
There is no escape as you see, your fate's been sealed,
They come for you they do not stop,
You run and run they are breathing down your neck,
When you stop to turn you do not see,
You feel them in your back again,
When you turn they are there, too numerous to count,
Still they wait as you freeze, their master to come,
He is there, all turns black,
Nothing to see but darkness,
You body beco
The Echo 2009 08 17 version 2 by Metatetron, literature
Literature
The Echo 2009 08 17 version 2
The Echo
by john p reed
I wonder why
I still hear the echo
of His name
in that pause after
you tell me
'I Love You...'
and
I wonder if
he ever heard the echo
of MY name
in the silence after
you tell him
the same thing.
Lovelorn
By Iwan Dek
Drip drip drip,
Liquid is dripping to the ground,
Drip drip drip,
You venture out the room,
Drip, drip,
Try to follow the sound,
You walk slowly forward,
The sounds gets nether harder or softer,
Drip, drip,
At the end of the hallway you turnaround,
Drip,
You see a trail of crimson,
You hesitate,
Slowly you begin to follow the trail,
Drip, drip,
A door, locked,
You try to look trough the keyhole,
Darkness,
Softly you hear a pounding sound,
Pound, drip, pound,
Again you he hesitate,
Drip, pound, drip,
Carefully you reach for the key,
Slowly, hesitating, you put the key in the lock,
Without turning
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Yes yes, i am stil here, i dont have anything new to update yet as poetry, but there are worse things than that.
much and little has happent in the mean time.
the bigest thing that has happent, is that im a not single any more and hat we started a band where i am the bassplayer, yeashh.
wel, nothign much to say realy, but wel, my last journal was a little old.
Yoru no ookami.
ps, its to bad i can use that name here, but i am now also more know as wolfgang, and my other acount Alpharius ~Alpharius-Omegon (https://www.deviantart.com/alpharius-omegon)
I realy sould update me journal, but i am to lazy for doing that so i just do this.
not gonna be a big post here but i do wanna tell that i got a second acound here
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